it is confirmed that i've got accepted into PSB Academy.

somehow or rather, this was the only choice for me becuase i have totally zero chances of getting into a local university. it is true that i'm indeed very contented that at least i have an alternative path to choose. but something still bothers me, very much and it's affecting me quite a lot to be honest. but i know that there will be a way out and i will be fine again soon.

also at times like this, certain situation just prove to me why i treat someone the way i do and i don feel bad at all. i treat him like he owe me a million dollars and talk to him in a way that was deemed as rude in every other's point. but after today, i feel that he deserves it and i dont see any point in respecting though i know i should. i know i will regret this one day but at this moment, i'm in a totally cant-be-bothered mood.

i'm sorry baby, to have made you worry like hell and spoil your day when you finally get to enjoy a day out with your friends by sending you such a %#!@&$ message. you know i didnt mean to and it's a once in a while mood swing thing so yeah... thanks for being so understanding and still giving in to me even though i was being so so ridiculous and even when i seem to be venting my frustration on you. i'm really sorry and i really appreciate the effort you put in to make me feel better. thankyou myboy, i know i didnt love you for nothing!

keeping unhappy moments aside, i really wish that i can strike 4D tmr and then everything will be solve. if only it was this easy to strike 4D, den many aunties and uncles in spore will be getting rich overnight. but please ah guanying mah, i wanna strike 4D because i wanna pay for my school fees without having to bother others. not because i wanna buy branded stuffs and spend them on leisure. so please bless me with the luck so that whatever number i buy tmr will be on the television screen. Ridiculous request but i still hope it really comes true. hahaha!!

today is such a bad day. but whatever it is, tmr is a new day and everything will be fine. let me have a better day tomorrow please. my stupid boy needs to rehearse for this year's NDP and cannot meet me tmr, great.

BYE!