pardon my emo-ness. skip it if you hate emo-ing.

unhappy is my current state of mood
i feel so lost and i somehow lost my determination & perseverance
i dont wanna disappoint anyone, esp my family
i hate myself for being such a sucker in studies
chase me off when you see me online
i should be studying instead
look at my results, it suck big time
but it's a good wake up call

give me the motivation i need
i need all your encouragements
give me that drive to work hard again
i need it back, badly
to once again, get up from where i fall and try again.
i'm not a loser and i'm not so easily defeated
words aint gonna bring me down,
it will only make me stronger

i need everything mentioned below:
motivation
encouragements
drive to work hard
date me out to study
help in studies, esp math.


stand by me while i fight this battle
i will win this battle, with glory.